The Fantastical Illusion of the Moment
Space Signals 2:15sec
We are all Dead or soon will be 2:08sec
Death by a 1000 Frames 5:25sec
The Worth of Humanity
Untitled One 1:20sec
Untitled Two 1:16sec
Cycle of Man
The Struggle of Man 1:20sec
Deconstruction of Man :53sec
The Infinite Static 1:25sec
"The Answer" THE R.A.T 3:19sec
"Prometheus Unbound" The R.A.D 4:02sec
"So What"The R.A.D 1:52sec
"Everything Is A Lie" THE R.A.T 5:18sec
“Smokin Weed” The R.A.D 3:12sec
The New Void 9:58sec
A Beautiful Struggle 14:59sec
Gone Filter 11:02sec
The Rapist 1:42sec
Candy (in Color and in B/W) x2 2:59sec
All Channels-Black 4:44sec
All Channels-White 4:42sec
The Fire 1:58sec
The Visitor 1:00sec
Love’s A Bitch
Personal Spaces 4:14sec
rApe gIrls anD Sex 1:33sec
My Love 1:48sec
She Lives in my Apartment 1:17sec
SPACE SIGNALS 2014
GESAFFELSTEIN “HATE OR GLORY”
Lady Gaga practicing the methods of Marina Abramovic.
or COLOR OF POMEGRANATE.
For the past 2 and a half years, depression and its effects has been a large part of my life. When our second daughter was born, my wife went into severe depression for 6 months. She slept 18 hour days, she stopped lactating after 1 month and didn’t have her period for five. She stopped communicating, threatened me with suicide, was unable to function, didn’t shower and didn’t want to meet anybody for that period of time. My whole life changed. We moved to Korea, a big part because of her depression, and our children were heavily affected by their mother’s lost of will to live. A lot of people dismiss depression as “feeling blue” and going through a “down phase.” I did as well initially. I felt that my wife was weak, that for some reason, she wanted to ignore her responsibilities as a mother as times got a little hard. Little did I know, it wasn’t just our financial situation or her being away in a foreign country. Yes, it was the catalyst, but to fully understand her depression, her entire 34 years of existence had to unfold and a lot of the issues she ran away from had to be mended.
This was no small task, and to this day, she deals with issues that I wouldn’t be able to understand. What I finally do understand is that depression is a disease. Its a disease that effects 350 million people a year world-wide.
Its not feeling blue or wanting to sleep in that day, its not something that can be cured through exercise and drinking pomegranate juice. Its being non- functional and ultimately, you behave in a way that you normally wouldn’t which can lead to suicide.
Since opening my eyes to depression, I’ve encountered way too many people who exhibit some sort of depressive tendencies. I’m sure most people go through a minor form of depression and can live their lives feeling a little down, but when it becomes so suppressive that you are no longer able to function, or that you see no satisfying resolution and conclude that suicide is the only escape, it becomes more of an epidemic in a society where a million people take their lives each year.
In an attempt to raise awareness of the need for dialogue in terms of depression, I did the only thing I am capable of doing and that is to create a film. Everyone involved in this film has been effected by depression in some way and in order to properly bring discussion on a topic that seems every bit relevant as bullying in school or the current economic condition; I have created my interpretation of a disease that effects so many lives. Even if you hate the film, please remember the urgency that this issue demands.
Many in our society shy away from acknowledging depression as a major disease and live with it until finally, they do something that can never be undone. They are embarrassed to seek professional help and most importantly, they are rarely ready to emotionally deal with friends and family members dealing with depression, a readiness that can help save so many lives.
Thank you in advance for watching this film and help spread the discussion on depression.
Director-“The New Void”
VHS REEL 2013
Cinematron: Gerard Courant
Running at 181 hours, Cinematron is a collection of over 2,729 silent
vignettes of famous friends, artists and ordinary people.
HARMONY KORINE: SPRING BREAKERS
Didn’t realize Harmony Korine was behind the Spring Breakers film starring all those disney babes. He’s aged quite a bit.
David Lynch: IDEM PARIS
What do I like more than David Lynch? David Lynch made film on a printing company in Paris. Analog Printing is Awesome!
Video Diary of a Lost Girl Trailer: Diego Ramirez
I stumbled upon this trailer when I was trying to find festivals to submit my film which I recently finished. I don’t know what to make of this 2 minute trailer but it makes me want to see the 90 minute feature. That’s what trailers are suppose to do right?
Migrating Forms Trailer: Michael Robinson
A similar form of excitement aroused my senses in seeing Michael Robinson’s films on his website www.poisionberries.net as when I encountered the work of one of my favorite artist, Keren Cytter. Both artists’ use of sharp textual narrative gives their films a soothing discomfort, enjoyed mightily by yours truly.
BO LEE : The New Void Trailer #1
Couple years back, my wife fell into severe depression. She slept 18 hours a day for six months and for the time she was awake, she would just sit there and phase the whole world out. I can’t begin to understand what she went through in her consciousness for those months but as someone watching her fall so deep, I started questioning my own sanity and our life in which this reality exists. After her depression eased away, I wanted to express those emotions into a film.
Last week I shot a video with a friend of mine who is currently going through depression (although different than what my wife experienced). I’m now in the process of editing the footage but having a hard time visualizing the end product.
Not sure when the video will be finished, but for now I have these 2 trailers.